Friday, May 27, 2005
I'm sorry...
Today we had our 'xiao ce yan'...and the summary passage was about Kuai4 Le4...i was very attentive to that passage because it somehow had some links with what i was talking to xiaobian b4 the test...
It says that a person will only be happy when he/she knows gratitude...when you appreciate others...and that when you start complaining you'll never be happy...
That sounds like me sia...i dont really appreciate things around me until i lose them...and i always complain at every single thing on earth...hmm maybe that's why i'm not as happy as i used to be?? i dont know la...
It also says that if you are not content with what you have you wont be happy...it's actually the same old factors...just that this passage woke me up again...remind me that i must always treasure things around me...
So before the test, i was talking to xiaobian about myself...something i thought of the night before...i realise that i've always been asking too much from others...have high expectations of them...but never did i realise that others doesnt demand anything from me...hmm i think sometimes i'm too demanding...that's bad... for example i expect people to be of a certain standard...and when i'm not happy with it i would start complaining abt it...and most of the time they would probably change...all for my sake...and they have already accepted me for all my complaints whatsoever...
If others can accept me for who i am...i think i should do the same too...
'Thank you' , 'I'm sorry' and 'Please' are probably the 3 phrases that people find it the hardest to say...and of coz for such a proud person like me i find it hard to say too...espcially saying sorry...sometimes i know that i'm in the wrong...and i'm sorry for what i've done...but i just cant say the word out...which pisses some ppl off i guess...but most of the time they understand and forgive me...
hmm i think i've taken for granted of alot of things lately...it's high time i should mend my ways...i shall be nice to everyone and treasure them...and i'm sorry to xiaobian particularly...for making fun of her all the time by saying 'dou jiang you tiao' and poking her and hitting her tang yuan and squashing her cheeks...DUI BU QI!!!
and also thanks to her...for always making me realise what an ass i am...i'll try my best to be nice...
It says that a person will only be happy when he/she knows gratitude...when you appreciate others...and that when you start complaining you'll never be happy...
That sounds like me sia...i dont really appreciate things around me until i lose them...and i always complain at every single thing on earth...hmm maybe that's why i'm not as happy as i used to be?? i dont know la...
It also says that if you are not content with what you have you wont be happy...it's actually the same old factors...just that this passage woke me up again...remind me that i must always treasure things around me...
So before the test, i was talking to xiaobian about myself...something i thought of the night before...i realise that i've always been asking too much from others...have high expectations of them...but never did i realise that others doesnt demand anything from me...hmm i think sometimes i'm too demanding...that's bad... for example i expect people to be of a certain standard...and when i'm not happy with it i would start complaining abt it...and most of the time they would probably change...all for my sake...and they have already accepted me for all my complaints whatsoever...
If others can accept me for who i am...i think i should do the same too...
'Thank you' , 'I'm sorry' and 'Please' are probably the 3 phrases that people find it the hardest to say...and of coz for such a proud person like me i find it hard to say too...espcially saying sorry...sometimes i know that i'm in the wrong...and i'm sorry for what i've done...but i just cant say the word out...which pisses some ppl off i guess...but most of the time they understand and forgive me...
hmm i think i've taken for granted of alot of things lately...it's high time i should mend my ways...i shall be nice to everyone and treasure them...and i'm sorry to xiaobian particularly...for making fun of her all the time by saying 'dou jiang you tiao' and poking her and hitting her tang yuan and squashing her cheeks...DUI BU QI!!!
and also thanks to her...for always making me realise what an ass i am...i'll try my best to be nice...
this heart of mine confessed at 5/27/2005 11:01:00 PM
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