Monday, April 04, 2005
mY LoNg dAy
as i said...today was a very long and hectic day for me...
pe was nth lar...there was no 2.4 test thank goodness...only ran 2 rounds for practise...and i'm so proud of myself for not stopping throughout the 2 rounds...coz in the past..i think 1.5 rounds i will stop and walk le...
then after tat sl investiture...nth much lar..except i get to skip so many lessons...the scary thing was tat when we walk around in our blazers...there were many eyes staring at us...and i feel so paiseh...the worst was during the time when we walk out along the red carpet and everyone turned and look at us...and i was really paiseh...i dun dare to lift my head man...and i dun care so much bout how i look like in my blazer lar...coz i said it b4 on the post days ago...that we look so 'manly'...the better thing was i saw christine and sharon...my obs frens who are in the same watch as me...and they still rmb me..i'm so touched...i think christine look v sweet and cute...she's those fair fair type and her cheeks has an occasional pink blush...so pretty...sharon look pretty much the same as in obs...no change...and i hope they'll come on homecoming this sat...
you see..i'm those anti-social type of ppl that if u dun talk to me...i wun talk to u...so at first i was sticking to liteng and angelia most of the time...coz i dun dare to mingle with the rest of the guests which we were suppose to do...but then christine and sharon talk to me..and i even took photos with them wor...i hope they can send me a copy too...then in e end i spend most of the time talking to christine...and she's so sweet...and then we waited for stella too...coz i think she miss stella alot oso...i'm so happy to meet them!!!
then during chi selfstudy was like shit...i had the not so small "xiao ce yan"...and i didnt study for it at all lor...nth at all...and after i see the paper...the only words i know how to write is my name...and the rest..dunno wat the hell it is...so i finish it in about 40 mins ba...and i dun bother to check oso...jus fall asleep there..coz i'm so tired after the investiture le...and then that stupid huang gua keep talking...wake me up lar...i think he knows i'm sleeping lar..but he wun care de...so i think i'll definitely fail for this test..maybe get less than 2o oso possible man
then in class i tried on our new class tee...itz UGLY~~ it suits the boys...but not the gals...coz itz a men's jersey lor...and itz so damn big..reach till around my knees there..looks like pyjamas man...everytime liddat one lor...it suits the guys but not the gals..wat has the world become...now i dun dare to wear my class tee already...maybe i'll give it to my bf nx time...hahaz..if i have..then boon wei was saying that my bf where will dare to wear a jersey with shuwen on it...but i thought liddat then good ma..hahaz wateva lar...say until i already got a bf liao..then augus tat stupid fellow so kuku..go and squeeze his big foot into my court shoes...and obviously he cant fit...and then he look like liang po po man...lolx...that augus ar..bth him...lucky he didnt spoil my shoes [actually i have alot more things to say de..but think i better cut in short...]
ok now to choir...today was okok ba..think we dropped slightly again...and tml is syf le...can u believe it?? so fast...it would be the last time i'm going to sing sunset on stage le...it might be the last time i'll be singing at SCH...it will be the last time i see mr yong dressed in his 'shuai qi shi zu de xi zhuang'...so tml mus look at him more...hahaz...sounds so pervertic...maybe it will be the last time i sing well in a choir...there's so many 'last'...think of it so sad...we are going to step down so soon...and we'll then chiong on o lvls entirely..how boring can life get..but life still has to go on...
i know it'll dampen ppl's spirits if i say we cant get gold...but we definitely cant...a high silver might be quite tough too..i'm jus being realistic lar...now i jus pray for miracles to happen that nth goes wrong or we'll freak out tml...i hope everyone will give in their best...and may there be no regrets after we finish singing...hope mr yong wun get angry with us tml man...today he look like he's gonna cry liddat..though i think he probably wun..but can tell he's damn pissed with us lar...haiz...well all i have to do is give in best shot ba...and good luck to xm chorale..may the force be with you~
pe was nth lar...there was no 2.4 test thank goodness...only ran 2 rounds for practise...and i'm so proud of myself for not stopping throughout the 2 rounds...coz in the past..i think 1.5 rounds i will stop and walk le...
then after tat sl investiture...nth much lar..except i get to skip so many lessons...the scary thing was tat when we walk around in our blazers...there were many eyes staring at us...and i feel so paiseh...the worst was during the time when we walk out along the red carpet and everyone turned and look at us...and i was really paiseh...i dun dare to lift my head man...and i dun care so much bout how i look like in my blazer lar...coz i said it b4 on the post days ago...that we look so 'manly'...the better thing was i saw christine and sharon...my obs frens who are in the same watch as me...and they still rmb me..i'm so touched...i think christine look v sweet and cute...she's those fair fair type and her cheeks has an occasional pink blush...so pretty...sharon look pretty much the same as in obs...no change...and i hope they'll come on homecoming this sat...
you see..i'm those anti-social type of ppl that if u dun talk to me...i wun talk to u...so at first i was sticking to liteng and angelia most of the time...coz i dun dare to mingle with the rest of the guests which we were suppose to do...but then christine and sharon talk to me..and i even took photos with them wor...i hope they can send me a copy too...then in e end i spend most of the time talking to christine...and she's so sweet...and then we waited for stella too...coz i think she miss stella alot oso...i'm so happy to meet them!!!
then during chi selfstudy was like shit...i had the not so small "xiao ce yan"...and i didnt study for it at all lor...nth at all...and after i see the paper...the only words i know how to write is my name...and the rest..dunno wat the hell it is...so i finish it in about 40 mins ba...and i dun bother to check oso...jus fall asleep there..coz i'm so tired after the investiture le...and then that stupid huang gua keep talking...wake me up lar...i think he knows i'm sleeping lar..but he wun care de...so i think i'll definitely fail for this test..maybe get less than 2o oso possible man
then in class i tried on our new class tee...itz UGLY~~ it suits the boys...but not the gals...coz itz a men's jersey lor...and itz so damn big..reach till around my knees there..looks like pyjamas man...everytime liddat one lor...it suits the guys but not the gals..wat has the world become...now i dun dare to wear my class tee already...maybe i'll give it to my bf nx time...hahaz..if i have..then boon wei was saying that my bf where will dare to wear a jersey with shuwen on it...but i thought liddat then good ma..hahaz wateva lar...say until i already got a bf liao..then augus tat stupid fellow so kuku..go and squeeze his big foot into my court shoes...and obviously he cant fit...and then he look like liang po po man...lolx...that augus ar..bth him...lucky he didnt spoil my shoes [actually i have alot more things to say de..but think i better cut in short...]
ok now to choir...today was okok ba..think we dropped slightly again...and tml is syf le...can u believe it?? so fast...it would be the last time i'm going to sing sunset on stage le...it might be the last time i'll be singing at SCH...it will be the last time i see mr yong dressed in his 'shuai qi shi zu de xi zhuang'...so tml mus look at him more...hahaz...sounds so pervertic...maybe it will be the last time i sing well in a choir...there's so many 'last'...think of it so sad...we are going to step down so soon...and we'll then chiong on o lvls entirely..how boring can life get..but life still has to go on...
i know it'll dampen ppl's spirits if i say we cant get gold...but we definitely cant...a high silver might be quite tough too..i'm jus being realistic lar...now i jus pray for miracles to happen that nth goes wrong or we'll freak out tml...i hope everyone will give in their best...and may there be no regrets after we finish singing...hope mr yong wun get angry with us tml man...today he look like he's gonna cry liddat..though i think he probably wun..but can tell he's damn pissed with us lar...haiz...well all i have to do is give in best shot ba...and good luck to xm chorale..may the force be with you~
this heart of mine confessed at 4/04/2005 10:37:00 PM
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