Monday, April 11, 2005

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i think i can fail my test today...didnt bring home my textbook home to study...and i barely have any notes on that...and i learn everything during english lesson...and when i do the test i have nth to write at all...so frustrating...

and my xiao ceyan last week i manage to pass....by 1 mark...hahaz..51/100...so crap lor...i didnt study for that at all remember...and still can pass...i have 7 correct zao4 ju4...and all of them anyhow write one oso correct...think huang lao shi mus be damn lenient...if itz cai lao shi sure fail like hell one...anyway for the nx xiao ceyan must study for it le...and this week there's so many tests...sian sian ar~

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today someone told me about somethings which i'm not supposed to know...and after hearing it i'm quite upset...and also at a loss for words...why did they tell me about those things man...i guess they probably just wanna gossip to me...

from here...i wanna urge everyone to be mindful of wat u write in ur blog...coz u nv know who might read ur blog...and sometimes itz those u nv thought of de...i'm not only refering to sch authorities lar...although blog is something that u can express ur views...but i think we shldnt really pin-point or criticise anybody in ur blog...esp if itz a public blog...coz that's where gossips and misunderstandings occur...and ppl will start talking behind ur back and probably backstab u...and try not to spur too much vulgarities...coz that's oso when ppl judge u and itz easier for them to criticise u...and most likely perceive u in a different way...and that makes u in a very vulnerable position...

one example is probably like xiaxue's blog ba...ppl either love her blog or criticise it like nobody's business...but y make urself into such a vulnerable position...maybe some ppl see it differently and thinks that y shld i be so aware of how ppl see me...i'm what i am...but seriously u nv know how ppl see u lar...and gossips and misunderstandings will occur...and that's smth which i dont wish to happen to me or my frens...

but personally...i prefer to keep my deepest thoughts to myself or smth...i dont want to end up in a vulnerable position...maybe that's my character lar...and i hope misunderstandings and gossips will clear...that's the ugly world ya...