Sunday, April 17, 2005
farewell...??
i read alot of posts frm the choir juniors...and all of them seem so sad that the sec 4s are leaving...seriously i didnt thought so much about that..until i read their blogs...
i feel that i have many regrets...at this point of time...becoz i feel that i didnt put in an extra effort to really know my juniors and be damn good frens with them...well maybe i'm close to a few like jon-didi...eve...lisa..sheila...denise blah blah blah...quite a few actually...but i just haven got really close with them yet...and i regret not knowing them more...and there's still alot of them whom i dunno quite well yet...and this june's perth trip i was abit sian 1/2 at first...coz the sec 1s would be joining us...and i felt abit sian that i have to know new ppl again...but now come to think of it...this might be the last time i can have a chance to know them...so i shouldnt complain so much and just go and enjoy myself...
then i thought about my classes i'm in for the past 3 plus years...i'm really glad to be in 1e5/2e5...coz we're quite united in a sense and that's where i found all my true blue good frens...like 505..boonie...danny and a few others lar...i really hope we can keep in contact all our lives...esp xiao-bian...i really cant imagine if one day xiao-bian left me all alone...i would be at a loss man...and i'm really afraid that my friendship with all my good frens would drift and not be so good anymore...well maybe that happened already...and itz unavoidable...but well...
and in 3e3/4e3...i think itz really fun to be in such a fun class...although we are v cliquish and there's a number of conflicts...i think that's the greatest regret ba..coz i'm not v close with the class and that happened to be my graduating class...but well maybe the problem lies with me...i dunno lar...i really love our class..though we have many differences between us...and i think if we're really united...the impact would be really really good...maybe better than 2e5? hahaz..not comparing lar...but everytime when i think abt 4e3..there's always an existance of disappointment...
but boonie once told me...that's itz not so impt whether we're close with our class anot...what matters is that we're close with our close frens...i totally agree with that...besides classmates...i'm sure there's many others whom i really wanna treasure all my life...like huiling and bonn...though we didnt been in the same class at all...we're still damn good frens...and for that...i felt really fortunate to meet them...
i guess i'm always very 'slow in reaction'...as in i dont feel much or react much to an impt thing until it passed...that happened numerous times already...and i always regret after that...but everything was too late already...
from now onwards...i'll try hard to be nice to everyone and really treasure them...before everything is too late...i hope this saturday can go out sops again...i'm kinda afraid that the outing would in the end be forgotten...and hope we could at least meet up once a year or smth...that'll be so great...hmm how i wish...hahaz...and the most impt thing is...i hope 4e3 will be more together and make those 'not-so-close-friends-already' closer again...
i feel that i have many regrets...at this point of time...becoz i feel that i didnt put in an extra effort to really know my juniors and be damn good frens with them...well maybe i'm close to a few like jon-didi...eve...lisa..sheila...denise blah blah blah...quite a few actually...but i just haven got really close with them yet...and i regret not knowing them more...and there's still alot of them whom i dunno quite well yet...and this june's perth trip i was abit sian 1/2 at first...coz the sec 1s would be joining us...and i felt abit sian that i have to know new ppl again...but now come to think of it...this might be the last time i can have a chance to know them...so i shouldnt complain so much and just go and enjoy myself...
then i thought about my classes i'm in for the past 3 plus years...i'm really glad to be in 1e5/2e5...coz we're quite united in a sense and that's where i found all my true blue good frens...like 505..boonie...danny and a few others lar...i really hope we can keep in contact all our lives...esp xiao-bian...i really cant imagine if one day xiao-bian left me all alone...i would be at a loss man...and i'm really afraid that my friendship with all my good frens would drift and not be so good anymore...well maybe that happened already...and itz unavoidable...but well...
and in 3e3/4e3...i think itz really fun to be in such a fun class...although we are v cliquish and there's a number of conflicts...i think that's the greatest regret ba..coz i'm not v close with the class and that happened to be my graduating class...but well maybe the problem lies with me...i dunno lar...i really love our class..though we have many differences between us...and i think if we're really united...the impact would be really really good...maybe better than 2e5? hahaz..not comparing lar...but everytime when i think abt 4e3..there's always an existance of disappointment...
but boonie once told me...that's itz not so impt whether we're close with our class anot...what matters is that we're close with our close frens...i totally agree with that...besides classmates...i'm sure there's many others whom i really wanna treasure all my life...like huiling and bonn...though we didnt been in the same class at all...we're still damn good frens...and for that...i felt really fortunate to meet them...
i guess i'm always very 'slow in reaction'...as in i dont feel much or react much to an impt thing until it passed...that happened numerous times already...and i always regret after that...but everything was too late already...
from now onwards...i'll try hard to be nice to everyone and really treasure them...before everything is too late...i hope this saturday can go out sops again...i'm kinda afraid that the outing would in the end be forgotten...and hope we could at least meet up once a year or smth...that'll be so great...hmm how i wish...hahaz...and the most impt thing is...i hope 4e3 will be more together and make those 'not-so-close-friends-already' closer again...
this heart of mine confessed at 4/17/2005 09:55:00 PM
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