Saturday, April 23, 2005
ai mEi zHEn mA fAn
today after waking up at 1240...i went to look for my mum and told her i'm going out...then she knelt on the floor in pain...i thought she was having leg cramps or wat...but i realise that it was her body wrap...
OMG...can you believe it?? my mum went for body wrap...lolx...why didnt she bring me to have a body wrap too??
then i went shopping with xiao-bian...we went to basic beauty @ heeren...where they sell all sorts of health care products...then the tv there was promothing this thing called 'eye aid'...which was something for those who have single-eyelid to make them have temporary double eyelids...i was so gross out lor...when the model like poke her eyelids...OMG~ i think xiao-bian was kinda fascinated by that...i think it really creeps me out...if the person know how to make it i think it would be nice...but if dunno how to make ar...sure v ugly one lor...but i'm quite fascinated by this 'eye aid' thingy lar...and it doesnt cost much too...dun even have to go for plastic surgery...
then when we went to the toilet...there was this group of gals drawing their eyes with eyeliner...trying to create that 'gothic' look...and i realise today that alot of gals actually apply make up when they go out...
hmm i wonder if i would be like this a few years later...but at this point of time i think itz really v ma fan...if i were to apply make up when i go out...wont i be stuck in the toilet for a damn long time?? and jus today i took so long to decide wat to wear when i go out...that's y i ended up late..but still i think i look weird...
if i put make up...wont i be forever late?? and i cant imagine myself drawing eyeliner...haiyo..i think i'll do a terrible job...lolx...and then i'll look terrible too...i think itz so ma fan to try to look pretty...yet i wanna look pretty...how contradicting...
well i dont mind doing body wraps..lolx...or find something that can cure my dark circles...or go and steam my hair so that it wont end up like a ball of hay..if i have the money, i wont mind doing that...i admit that i'm quite ai mei too lar...like complaining bout my hair for ages...and go wear contacts...but i'm quite disgusted by some ppl seriously...i think itz normal for ppl to be ai mei lar...but being overboard is vanity...i abit cant stand this kind of ppl man...
so hopefully nx time i wont be so vain...i dont wanna be a ma fan de nu ren..
accompanied xiao-bian to cut hair too...i think she cut le looks quite nice...i oso want that kind of hair...it inspired me to keep long hair too...lolx...i dont think i will cut my hair short anymore...hopefully i can keep it long and wont be irritated by that...but i think it'll be ages b4 that happens man...my hair is still so short...and my fringe..omg~itz getting on my nerves...ok shall stop all the complaining here...
tml must chiong liao...i've been such an ass again...i didnt study for 2 days already...and the past few days i think itz not really productive lor...coz i feel really sleepy when i study at night...cant concentrate and my mind wanders...must invest on my sweets to keep me awake le...anyway everyone pls jia you for mid yrs!! [esp those lazy bums like...]
OMG...can you believe it?? my mum went for body wrap...lolx...why didnt she bring me to have a body wrap too??
then i went shopping with xiao-bian...we went to basic beauty @ heeren...where they sell all sorts of health care products...then the tv there was promothing this thing called 'eye aid'...which was something for those who have single-eyelid to make them have temporary double eyelids...i was so gross out lor...when the model like poke her eyelids...OMG~ i think xiao-bian was kinda fascinated by that...i think it really creeps me out...if the person know how to make it i think it would be nice...but if dunno how to make ar...sure v ugly one lor...but i'm quite fascinated by this 'eye aid' thingy lar...and it doesnt cost much too...dun even have to go for plastic surgery...
then when we went to the toilet...there was this group of gals drawing their eyes with eyeliner...trying to create that 'gothic' look...and i realise today that alot of gals actually apply make up when they go out...
hmm i wonder if i would be like this a few years later...but at this point of time i think itz really v ma fan...if i were to apply make up when i go out...wont i be stuck in the toilet for a damn long time?? and jus today i took so long to decide wat to wear when i go out...that's y i ended up late..but still i think i look weird...
if i put make up...wont i be forever late?? and i cant imagine myself drawing eyeliner...haiyo..i think i'll do a terrible job...lolx...and then i'll look terrible too...i think itz so ma fan to try to look pretty...yet i wanna look pretty...how contradicting...
well i dont mind doing body wraps..lolx...or find something that can cure my dark circles...or go and steam my hair so that it wont end up like a ball of hay..if i have the money, i wont mind doing that...i admit that i'm quite ai mei too lar...like complaining bout my hair for ages...and go wear contacts...but i'm quite disgusted by some ppl seriously...i think itz normal for ppl to be ai mei lar...but being overboard is vanity...i abit cant stand this kind of ppl man...
so hopefully nx time i wont be so vain...i dont wanna be a ma fan de nu ren..
accompanied xiao-bian to cut hair too...i think she cut le looks quite nice...i oso want that kind of hair...it inspired me to keep long hair too...lolx...i dont think i will cut my hair short anymore...hopefully i can keep it long and wont be irritated by that...but i think it'll be ages b4 that happens man...my hair is still so short...and my fringe..omg~itz getting on my nerves...ok shall stop all the complaining here...
tml must chiong liao...i've been such an ass again...i didnt study for 2 days already...and the past few days i think itz not really productive lor...coz i feel really sleepy when i study at night...cant concentrate and my mind wanders...must invest on my sweets to keep me awake le...anyway everyone pls jia you for mid yrs!! [esp those lazy bums like...]
this heart of mine confessed at 4/23/2005 11:58:00 PM
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