Tuesday, April 12, 2005
5 more days left...
5 more days left to revision...then needa pia for mid yrs...say so much ar...dunno if i will really go and follow my timetable anot...i'm so stressed out by jj now...stupid jj...give me so much pressure...he keeps reminding me of mid yrs and 'O's...argh!!! so stress!!!
he even sent me a excel file containing the planner for may till november...so that i can make use of it to plan my time...so stress lar...sobx...make me so guilty too...i really hate this yr!! all the bad things come to me....
but i know jj is doing this for my own good...but suddenly liddat i cant take it!!
terence is oso giving me pressure unknowingly...he everyday online come and tell me abt his goals etc...and how many papers he did for fys already...make me so zi bei...sobz...argh~~
i know i'm lousy lar..haiz...this yr jus sux...without choir...i have nth to look forward to in sch at all...i used to look forward to be with my class...my frens...everything...but not now...everything jus sux...
but life has to go on ya...everything is slapping onto my face...hate it!! i gotta work hard for my mid yrs...i dun wan ppl to despise me anymore...
he even sent me a excel file containing the planner for may till november...so that i can make use of it to plan my time...so stress lar...sobx...make me so guilty too...i really hate this yr!! all the bad things come to me....
but i know jj is doing this for my own good...but suddenly liddat i cant take it!!
terence is oso giving me pressure unknowingly...he everyday online come and tell me abt his goals etc...and how many papers he did for fys already...make me so zi bei...sobz...argh~~
i know i'm lousy lar..haiz...this yr jus sux...without choir...i have nth to look forward to in sch at all...i used to look forward to be with my class...my frens...everything...but not now...everything jus sux...
but life has to go on ya...everything is slapping onto my face...hate it!! i gotta work hard for my mid yrs...i dun wan ppl to despise me anymore...
this heart of mine confessed at 4/12/2005 11:08:00 PM
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