Monday, March 14, 2005
tRAuMatIZing
as i alight the bus...i was so worried and scared that i'll meet someone i know...but tat's a v stupid worry...coz itz in xinmin ground...of coz i will meet someone i know...and the first person i saw was shijie...and he say that my hair was "not bad la"...and i hit him...but that wasnt the worst...
then i saw some ppl along the way too and they were staring at me...damn! nvm...i went into the lecture theatre...and the first person i saw was terence...and then he laughed at me and call me nerd (coz the night b4 i told him i cut until v nerd oso)...then the rest of the boys saw me and laugh at the same time...and itz so loud lor...and dunno which idiot still touch my hair..damn! i wanna scold him one leh..but i was like so diu lian until i faster go and find xiaobian they all...boon wei say that my face was v red that time...i didnt know it man...everyone say i cut until v nan kan...itz like throwing bricks onto my face can... :'( so sad man...i nearly wanna cry during chem lesson le...
then after that b4 leaving the theatre...i come face to face with visoth and he was sniggering too...can u imagine?? visoth so decent and zheng ren jun zi one oso laugh at me.....then after i was outside the theatre waiting for boon wei...the boys saw me and have that kind of smile..make me so diulian..and then they crowd around me and all stare at me lor...wah lao...think i'm like some kind of animal liddat...haiz..y my chou lou yi mian always seen by ppl de...i feel so vulnerable...
then even when i went to the bus stop...i saw honghao...terence..adrian and gand la...then they saw me frm opposite already pointing at me...damn it...and terence ask me not to cry... i was ???...i wasnt crying...maybe i look like la..coz i was holding a tissue..blowing my nose..but i wasnt la...
i jus pitied boonwei..hahaz coz throughout i was harping on my hair la...okok dun say so saddening things liao...when i was in the library with wei...i saw this little boy...should be around p3 p4 ba...then he was pushing the pram with his baby sister inside...and then he carried his sister and adjusted the pram...and started feeding some water to his sister...i see this scene i was like so touched...i mean this little boy is so sweet to his sister...how i wish i'm that baby sister man...got such a nice bro to feed me water...and if i have such a nice bro...he will be consoling me abt my hair le...and go and beat those damn boys up who laugh at me...lolx daydreaming ba...too bad i'm the eldest la...
actually the boys werent so bad la...they jus laughed at me..thankfully they nv call me names..maybe they did behind my backs...but pls dun let me hear it...stop throwing bricks onto my face...i hope tml i wun be so depressed over it le...feel so terrible...
then i saw some ppl along the way too and they were staring at me...damn! nvm...i went into the lecture theatre...and the first person i saw was terence...and then he laughed at me and call me nerd (coz the night b4 i told him i cut until v nerd oso)...then the rest of the boys saw me and laugh at the same time...and itz so loud lor...and dunno which idiot still touch my hair..damn! i wanna scold him one leh..but i was like so diu lian until i faster go and find xiaobian they all...boon wei say that my face was v red that time...i didnt know it man...everyone say i cut until v nan kan...itz like throwing bricks onto my face can... :'( so sad man...i nearly wanna cry during chem lesson le...
then after that b4 leaving the theatre...i come face to face with visoth and he was sniggering too...can u imagine?? visoth so decent and zheng ren jun zi one oso laugh at me...
then even when i went to the bus stop...i saw honghao...terence..adrian and gand la...then they saw me frm opposite already pointing at me...damn it...and terence ask me not to cry... i was ???...i wasnt crying...maybe i look like la..coz i was holding a tissue..blowing my nose..but i wasnt la...
i jus pitied boonwei..hahaz coz throughout i was harping on my hair la...okok dun say so saddening things liao...when i was in the library with wei...i saw this little boy...should be around p3 p4 ba...then he was pushing the pram with his baby sister inside...and then he carried his sister and adjusted the pram...and started feeding some water to his sister...i see this scene i was like so touched...i mean this little boy is so sweet to his sister...how i wish i'm that baby sister man...got such a nice bro to feed me water...and if i have such a nice bro...he will be consoling me abt my hair le...and go and beat those damn boys up who laugh at me...lolx daydreaming ba...too bad i'm the eldest la...
actually the boys werent so bad la...they jus laughed at me..thankfully they nv call me names..maybe they did behind my backs...but pls dun let me hear it...stop throwing bricks onto my face...i hope tml i wun be so depressed over it le...feel so terrible...
this heart of mine confessed at 3/14/2005 10:58:00 PM
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