Thursday, March 03, 2005
stReSs...STreSs...sTrESs...
nowadays got so many file checks really freaks me out man...i'm so afraid of losing notes and worksheets...and have so many corrections to do...scary...FREAKING OUT~ esp my sec 3 file...i think itz worse than ever man...sucky...and worse of all nx week got so many damn tests...man i need a breather...and i bet 100% that my march hols are already PACKED...no more going out again...somehow have gotten used to such things le...
but i mus definitely reserve one day during the hols to go CUT MY HAIR...itz so "kiu" now..esp the ends..and itz so dry...i look like a crazy woman...unless i tie it up...but i dun wanna go thru the hassle of tying my hair every morning...and xiaobian keeps complaining abt my hair and say she dun wanna look at it...dun think i look good with long hair ba...maybe i'll keep after i graduate...so shld be paying li tao aunty a visit soon...with ber...
ok back to stress...today we saw our o levels verification form...16 and 18 nov is two damn hiong days for me...i have 3 papers on both days leh...if i'm not wrong...i have physics paper 1 and 2 and geog...and chem paper 1 and 2 and a humanity...can die lor...i dunno how i'm going to study for it...how how how?? and then mrs low expectations really high lor...she ask those who aim for 2 digits to go and see her...wth...u think so easy to single digit ma...we mus have realistic goals lor...though we have to aim far...but getting single digit...hmm...itz worth a try but chances are so damn slim...itz as slim as i would grow tall...and she like force us to aim high rite...somehow reminds me an article i read abt Mao Zedong...he forced ppl to say that they can produce a huge amt of crops...if the ppl dun say they'll be beaten...so kuku...aint our sch like this...wth...
now only march...or shldnt say only..coz to the teachers i know we are out of time...wateva it is...i kept thinking abt things abt the o levels nowadays..think i will go ki siao if i think so much bout it...hmm i'm freaked out by everything...itz like the whole sky is smashing onto ur face...damn it...and i'm super-duper worried bout my hcl...i'm so damn scared i would get a D7...omg...and wat bout my sciences...i have to prove ppl wrong oso...itz alot of things to be done man
okok..sounds so saddening..the good news is...my mum finally brought me to make my contacts...but itz so damn ex man...300 bucks for 14 mths...and i have to pay half...sian lor...liddat i no more money to buy hp and give sops a treat le lar...haiz...and i oso need money to buy prezzie for alot of ppl leh...sad...i think u need alot of money to be nice to others as well man..then the optician say mus wait till nx week or longer then can take my contacts...i'm v impatient man...and i think mus sleep early liao...coz if i wear contacts my panda eyes would be so obvious...but well...wearing specs can really be a hassle
well hope tml's choir prac will make me feel better... :D
but i mus definitely reserve one day during the hols to go CUT MY HAIR...itz so "kiu" now..esp the ends..and itz so dry...i look like a crazy woman...unless i tie it up...but i dun wanna go thru the hassle of tying my hair every morning...and xiaobian keeps complaining abt my hair and say she dun wanna look at it...dun think i look good with long hair ba...maybe i'll keep after i graduate...so shld be paying li tao aunty a visit soon...with ber...
ok back to stress...today we saw our o levels verification form...16 and 18 nov is two damn hiong days for me...i have 3 papers on both days leh...if i'm not wrong...i have physics paper 1 and 2 and geog...and chem paper 1 and 2 and a humanity...can die lor...i dunno how i'm going to study for it...how how how?? and then mrs low expectations really high lor...she ask those who aim for 2 digits to go and see her...wth...u think so easy to single digit ma...we mus have realistic goals lor...though we have to aim far...but getting single digit...hmm...itz worth a try but chances are so damn slim...itz as slim as i would grow tall...and she like force us to aim high rite...somehow reminds me an article i read abt Mao Zedong...he forced ppl to say that they can produce a huge amt of crops...if the ppl dun say they'll be beaten...so kuku...aint our sch like this...wth...
now only march...or shldnt say only..coz to the teachers i know we are out of time...wateva it is...i kept thinking abt things abt the o levels nowadays..think i will go ki siao if i think so much bout it...hmm i'm freaked out by everything...itz like the whole sky is smashing onto ur face...damn it...and i'm super-duper worried bout my hcl...i'm so damn scared i would get a D7...omg...and wat bout my sciences...i have to prove ppl wrong oso...itz alot of things to be done man
okok..sounds so saddening..the good news is...my mum finally brought me to make my contacts...but itz so damn ex man...300 bucks for 14 mths...and i have to pay half...sian lor...liddat i no more money to buy hp and give sops a treat le lar...haiz...and i oso need money to buy prezzie for alot of ppl leh...sad...i think u need alot of money to be nice to others as well man..then the optician say mus wait till nx week or longer then can take my contacts...i'm v impatient man...and i think mus sleep early liao...coz if i wear contacts my panda eyes would be so obvious...but well...wearing specs can really be a hassle
well hope tml's choir prac will make me feel better... :D
this heart of mine confessed at 3/03/2005 10:40:00 PM
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