Sunday, December 19, 2004
today i went to taka with angie to buy x'mas prezzie...itz a great place to shop for prezzies man...can get all the things there under one roof...then i was kinda happy shopping there..coz i got alot of gifts for ppl...and i feel like a tai tai...hahaz..but then after i thought bout that..i spend alot of money...then my heart starts to ache liao...v xin tong lor..i spend 70 bucks in jus 1 day...the money i borrowed frm zongyi to buy my love passport really all gone liao...then in the end we v ke lian...no money to eat the good food there...only can keng mian bao...then we still walk past b2 where all the yummy stuff is man...so ke lian..but then the thought of giving others prezzie and looking at their happy face i v happy le...
then after that went to my grandma's hse...then my aunt ask me if i know that my cousin has a bf anot..i was quite blur to hear that actually...but then i really nv hear b4 ma...but then i think the aunt's mouth really v opposite of small....once they know something it'll spread like wild fire..jus hope my cousin's mum dunno bout it...anyway she so big le..shldnt have a prob i guess...hahaz...but think nx time if i have bf...itz either i hide until really go to those ulu places..or kuang ming zheng da abit lor...maybe the more open u are..the more they dun mind...but then i dun think i'll ever get a bf..sobz...or maybe by then shld be the ok age to do so liao lor...well dun care...
sch wanna reopen le...think i better kick my online habit...always online then waiting for some ppl to talk to me...then in the end didnt manage to talk alot oso...abit waste time sia...and this caused me to sleep late and neglect my hwk...which is bad bad...think maybe that's oso the reason y i had so lousy results for my last SA ba...think i dunno how to persevere...nx yr really hope my lifestyle would change...i'm kinda scared actually..
then after that went to my grandma's hse...then my aunt ask me if i know that my cousin has a bf anot..i was quite blur to hear that actually...but then i really nv hear b4 ma...but then i think the aunt's mouth really v opposite of small....once they know something it'll spread like wild fire..jus hope my cousin's mum dunno bout it...anyway she so big le..shldnt have a prob i guess...hahaz...but think nx time if i have bf...itz either i hide until really go to those ulu places..or kuang ming zheng da abit lor...maybe the more open u are..the more they dun mind...but then i dun think i'll ever get a bf..sobz...or maybe by then shld be the ok age to do so liao lor...well dun care...
sch wanna reopen le...think i better kick my online habit...always online then waiting for some ppl to talk to me...then in the end didnt manage to talk alot oso...abit waste time sia...and this caused me to sleep late and neglect my hwk...which is bad bad...think maybe that's oso the reason y i had so lousy results for my last SA ba...think i dunno how to persevere...nx yr really hope my lifestyle would change...i'm kinda scared actually..
this heart of mine confessed at 12/19/2004 01:01:00 AM
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