Wednesday, December 22, 2004
today had 3e3 bbq...and it was oso the first time i blade all the way on my own wor...i enjoy it v much...becoz for those few moments...i threw all my worries and unhappiness behind me...and i enjoy moving at those fast speed (quite fast to me liao)...maybe like dash...hehez...and blade alone oso dun have any pressure frm anyone de...and i blade while listening to my mp3...quite cool eh...move to the beat..hahaz..jus feel v happy and carefree at that time...and when i was like walking back to our bbq alone..i feel so good too...jus feeling the breeze...and dun have to talk at all...i love it man...
...and i thought i would be afraid of being alone...coz i cant stand loneliness...but for now...i jus dun wanna talk and wanna be alone...maybe i have a communication problem with ppl now...
it happens...i dunno y suddenly these days i have communication probs with my parents...i thought everything was fine le...haiz...assuming is really bad...and how i wish i can have a heart-to-heart talk with them and straighten things out...jus like wat frens do...but things will always not be so simple de...well they're my parents..maybe i shld accept them the way it is...but itz REALLY not easy...tink bout this wanna cry man...there's no mutual trust
and there's my hwk...sobz..haven touch it yet...sianz man...sec 4 liao...dunno how to face it seriously...and somemore my foundation this yr not v good lor...well i hope i'll be a good gurl nx yr..hahaz..
...and i thought i would be afraid of being alone...coz i cant stand loneliness...but for now...i jus dun wanna talk and wanna be alone...maybe i have a communication problem with ppl now...
it happens...i dunno y suddenly these days i have communication probs with my parents...i thought everything was fine le...haiz...assuming is really bad...and how i wish i can have a heart-to-heart talk with them and straighten things out...jus like wat frens do...but things will always not be so simple de...well they're my parents..maybe i shld accept them the way it is...but itz REALLY not easy...tink bout this wanna cry man...there's no mutual trust
and there's my hwk...sobz..haven touch it yet...sianz man...sec 4 liao...dunno how to face it seriously...and somemore my foundation this yr not v good lor...well i hope i'll be a good gurl nx yr..hahaz..
this heart of mine confessed at 12/22/2004 01:49:00 AM
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